give me a reason to love you
give me a reason to cry
fill up th hollowness that is eating
me up on the inside
the words come out so cheesy
betraying my thoughts
every fiber of my body
really tremble for your presence
such longing is surreal
the mindlessness the thoughts
intertwine and form my shadow
i love the way you touch me
i would trace that fingertip
and let loose
and tighten the strings
float my soul in euphoria
let myself feel
the numbness that cannot sense
so acute silence becomes sexual
scream from under water
it is german to me
so vulgar yet create such beauty
in melody in tunes
symphony composed with bloody tears
love the bourgeois concept
the royal ones needn’t love
they mock at such folly
who needs it when seduction is the game to play
when the language itself whispers
like silk on naked skin
sing the song of great Dionysus
and drink up
nurture that devil eyes half closed
smile a cat's smile
i am a serpent that you should not fondle
even to the last minute i will
swallow you
chewed and spit back out
while i sit and mourn for that persistent hunger
for you
for you my love